Your absence confuses me
I feel lost in a world I'm not used to
Every little problem wears a huge mask
I ran out of solutions, motivations and dreams
Even the city lost its sparkle
It's like there is nothing outside my window
I'm already bored with all kinds of entertainment
I invented, just to distract myself
Did stupid things, gave wrong impressions
Told lies, gave away secrets
And regretted them all afterwards
In the end nothing remained
I'm just numb now, daydreaming
When I'm not sleeping, which I do a lot
Everything I once longed for seem meaningless
Everything I once desired is just a handful of sand now
Even the beauty or kindness of strangers
Do nothing more than annoy me, slightly
This is sick, I know, just I can't help it anymore
This waiting around is going to kill me
Eating its way inside, transforming me to an empty cocoon
You won't find me the same as you left, I'm afraid...
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