It didn't happen all of a sudden
I actually had more than enough time to see it coming
But it's like looking at the approaching avalanche
And not being able to move, escape
I'm so overwhelmed by the strength of it
Tears fill my eyes, and I can't help it
I feel dizzy, every breath I take hurts
I find myself thinking of him again and again
When he is not here, nothing makes sense
I didn't know I was capable of such emotions
My bed gets bigger and bigger every night
I started to fill the other half with toys
And it becomes harder and harder to fall asleep
The world looks different, I can't explain
I'm supposed to be happier, but I'm just confused
I'm terrified that something can happen to him
Irrational thoughts poison my mind
I'm finally, undoubtedly in love
And it turns out, I don't know how to deal with it.
