It creeps in from the corners of my house
It follows me from a distance,
Hiding, in the shadows
I kick the leaves around, searching for it
I look in between the autumn clouds
I stare at my screen, for hours and hours
I don't know what I have lost
I don't even want to find it, it's just the feeling
As if telling me that not everything is alright
And I'm scared that this might be true
